Masked Secrets*
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
So how do you know when something is going beyond friendship into flirting... where's the line... is it excessive touching? Eye contact.... the need to impress the other person? Or is all that really in a way just a part of friendship... Why can't there be some definitive answers on this stuff? I'm not down with this well maybe if he... or maybe if you... no..no..no..no I want something concrete damnit! I want to know if the guy who baby's me when I feel bad, meets me at the door of a building that I'm coming into anyways for a hug, and plays around with me as if he's completely comfortable with me is just my friend or is he looking for something else...and should I be? But here's my problem... I assume.. perhaps incorrectly... I don't know... that if someone doesn't come up to me and say "hey lets go out" or "hey I want to get to know you better" that they dont...its as simple as that. But the thing is...I'm not that way... I would never just go up and so those things to a guy... and yeah I know its the 21st century but I'm just not down with that whole 'girls asking guys out' thing. Honestly I just want to know something about all or any of this... I'm tired of tiptoeing around my friendships with guys that I might have an interest in because I'm clueless of what to do... I shouldn't have to do that... and I don't want to... oh well... yeah that's it for today... because my day... other than the breif classes I had... basically revolved around working with someone who puts me in this position... and I have no idea what to think....nothing new there...until next time....
take off ur mask... 8:16 PM